domingo, 31 de agosto de 2014

In-dependencia

Son las ganas de gritarle al mundo
que todo lo que hay a mi alrededor es mío,
y me lo he ganado yo:
que no le debo nada a nadie.

Es la necesidad de escapar,
de cambiar estos aires
por otros que huelan distinto,
de aprenderme nuevas calles de memoria,
y desentrañar otros rostros.

Es el riesgo de ver el hueco de mi ausencia,
para comprobar cómo funciona mi mundo cuando no estoy,
para dejar de sentirme requerida
y a la vez
notarme necesaria.

Es la ilusión de dormir cada noche a tu lado,
construir un universo entre cuatro paredes,
dejar de contar los días
porque todos los amaneceres serán nuestros,
y las despedidas, una anécdota.

Son las ansias de echar a volar siendo tú mis alas
las que me impulsan a llenar de trastos y recuerdos esta maleta,
y marcharme.

Y, por otro lado,
es el miedo al fracaso,
a tener que volver sin nada
salvo la vergüenza entre las piernas,
es el pavor a que nada cambie cuando yo me vaya,
y que todo se transforme cuando vuelva,
a que las complicidades se desgasten por el camino,
a perderme los últimos y los primeros instantes,
a no estar ahí cuando hago falta,
a decepcionar y a ser olvidada,
a ser sustituida,
es el terrible pánico a que nadie me eche de menos
el que me frena, y me ata las manos a la espalda.

Y, finalmente,
es la inexplicable certeza que me invade las entrañas,
que no para de repetirme que este es mi momento,
la que me hace echar a andar,
mirando atrás,
pero sin dejar de caminar,
diciendo a todos con los ojos serenos
"me voy, hasta luego, vuelvo pronto".





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